•Mai 24, 2013 • Lasă un comentariu

in the mist, trying to put a shape to my despair…

i can feel only the bitter taste of loosing, of not being able to.. of never getting what i dream, the hard bittering taste of my self
in the mist of my tears, trying to make sense of this vivid yet surreal flash-backs that are taking my life away from me…
drifting on the moon lit dark waves of the ocean i can feel some movement somewhere beyond my reach… breaking my broken heart again… forever not able to start it all over again…

the cry of silence just drifts over the ocean bringing nothing but cold wispers of long-dead dreams of sunshine…

Anunțuri

•Aprilie 8, 2013 • Lasă un comentariu

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Nici cu astia nu imi e rusine…

•Februarie 21, 2013 • Lasă un comentariu

cica Visu American si-a cam bagat picioarele si si-a vazut de drum 🙂
e frumos, sa zicem si in america, dar cultura lor este una moderna. nici macar vestul salbatic nu e asa de batran pt ei cum e pt noi evul mediu…
si intre niste bombe, niste reclame pt droguri anti-orice (dar care te pot ucide daca le iei), intre un teleshoping cu si despre nimic, intre o promotie la nu stiu ce aparat de slabit, intre o gala de superbowl si una de cricket cu tiganii din caraibe ei sunt in pula mea cea mai tare natie de pe planeta…. cu o datorie de vro 16 bilioane de dolari…  dar e bine, pizza e cea mai buna la pizza hut…si e decat 5 dolari sau ceva…

si maximi de paranoici se iau in gura cu toata lumea… si uita ca dumnezeu a facut pamantul si cerul… restul e facut in china…
au masini mari, strazi, in unele locuri e curat, ei sunt prosti facuti gramada, in afara de istoria recenta nu e nimic de vazut in marea america…
poti sa pui 10 new yorkuri la gramada si tot n-o sa fie ca un amsterdam, sau o praga.
dar ei sunt americani ce plm…

si fara nici o jena le zic la aia cu care vorbesc ca visul american ma lasa mai rece ca alaska…
🙂  asa ca MUIE cu america voastra cu tot!
🙂

depresii de sezon

•Decembrie 23, 2012 • Lasă un comentariu

rusted wheel planted still
rusted wheel can’t move on
so you can’t hold a star in your hand though
at least you can move on to that better plan

prin zapezi imaginare, calare pe animale fantastice caut suma tuturor apusurilor pe care le-am pierdut iubind…
ganduri bizare,
imagini inselatoare,
sperante mutilate,
perspective intunecate.

blocat intr-o dimensiune imposibila,blocat in moralitati imposibile.
Sa arda toti brazii impodobiti…

„decat” o zi

•Noiembrie 21, 2012 • Lasă un comentariu

america here i come! 🙂

waiting for the world to change

•Noiembrie 12, 2012 • 1 comentariu

Dear souls of light. Many of you are experiencing intense periods of detoxification right now as the vibration of earth continues to rise at ever-increasing speed. The influx of light entering the atmosphere is extremely intense and this means you will be releasing that which no longer serves at an even faster rate than ever before. You may be feeling very unusual and uncomfortable energy within your system. Sleeping patterns become distorted, digestive issues, body cramps and pain, skin irritations, mood sings, depression etc… these may be some of the things that rise to the surface. Many things are coming up that have not been dealt with in a very long time and the way to release them is to experience them fully and to go through the feelings of the energy within you. Please do not be alarmed by this process, it will not last forever, though the time frame between individuals will vary according to your own life lessons. To assist in dealing with these heavy energy detox symptoms please work with these sensations within you and your breath. Resisting these sensations will only hinder the release of what needs to come out and you will experience it at another point in time until you consciously choose to work with it.

Dear one, your body is your communicator as to what you need to listen to, learn and release in order to grow right NOW. Find a sacred time slot each day to allow yourself to lie down, connect with yourself and all that you feel within your being. Just allow yourself to experience it for what it is, without resisting or judgement. You may feel thoughts, sensations and emotions rising up that perhaps are connected to the energy and emotions being released within you that have been blocked for quite some time. Once you have found this deeper connection to what you are experiencing, begin to breathe deeply and into the area of concern. Breathe in, and then out deeply. See the energy being released with love as you breathe out and then fill your entire being with crystalline light on the in breath. Please know you have the ability to connect, observe and release whenever you feel the need to do so. Many of you also have pets and they may be experiencing the same symptoms as humans because they too are growing and evolving on a soul level. If you notice your pets going though similar discomfort, please work with them to assist them in also growing through love and light. Sending animals healing light via the heart and gently nurturing them will greatly ease any tension. The entire universe/All-That-Is will experience this shift because all is intricately connected and evolving in unity. It is time to love all and come from a deep level of compassion for all right NOW.

There may be people and experiences entering your life in many new and unusual ways. You have reached a point in your growth where many karmic ties and patterns that stretch many lifetimes are ready to be released. Many people and situations from past lives may begin to enter and/or leave your life as you are ready to grow through the lessons you still need to go through in order to evolve. Please know that no matter what outside appearances may look like, that all really is love and is assisting all to grow with compassion. Looking at things from a higher perspective and with unconditional openness will assist you in gaining clarity, a deeper understanding and to feel unconditional love for all. Everything always enters your life for a reason, there are never any mistakes within your universe. All is connected very intricately and is assisting your growth right now. When coming from this perspective, you can easily open your heart and experience unconditional love and compassion to all situations that may arise. Your ability to connect with yourself by going within will always bring you to the truth of all situations surrounding you. Take the time to meditate and have this deeper bond with yourself daily and soon all will be revealed. Just surrender all to love and let your souls BE and all will be released that does not serve your growth.

Everything right now is being brought into harmony and balance in the quickest possible way, so that all may evolve in consciousness and move into higher ways of being. Please be gentle with yourself and fellow beings of earth. You are all at different stages in growth, however you are all equal within your divinity. As you continue to go through these very intense light shifts in consciousness, use your ability to connect with the light through the heart-space. Light is a powerful tool to assist you in all areas of your life. Your imagination will aid you in creating balance within yourself using light. Know that you are loved and you are supported always in your journey. We are ONE.

Romania Imposibila (dubla a2-a)

•Noiembrie 8, 2012 • Lasă un comentariu

cateva ”experiente” pe repede inainte 🙂

datorita faptului ca eu sunt renumerat intr-o moneda de circulatie internationala, am fost nevoit sa imi fac un cont in moneda respectiva. si am pornit sa caut o banca… intru la banca la care am cica pensia privata. imi expun ”dorinta” functionarei care se uita ca vitelul la poarta noua, probabil pt ca nu eram in costum sau ceva…
si raspunsul vine exact ca un robinet in dinti: ”ne pare rau, dar nu comercializam acest produs. ca sa aveti un cont in dolari trebuie sa va faceti unul in lei, la care se ataseaza cel in dolari”
raman din nou mai mult decat prost… aceesi intrebare imi sare din creier pe buze si prin urmare i-o si pun (intrebarea, duduii) : ” de ce sunteti banca?”
bineinteles ca nu a avut ce sa imi raspunda…
m-am ridicat si am plecat… bineinteles, injurand. sper ca m-a si auzit…
asta a fost la ING.

intru apoi la BRD. aci trebuia sa platesc imensa taxa pt viza. ii zic unei pizde de functionare care o freca in cap pe acolo ca am nevoie de niste informatii referitoare la deschiderea de cont. si ea, calma, in dimineata aia de octombrie, imi raspunde: ” …pai n-am ce informatii sa va dau…” Raman interzis… afisez zambetul ala amar marca inregistrata eu, imi imaginez cum domnisoara se sfarseste in chinuri zburata de la etaj si zdrobita de asfalt, ii zic mersi extrem de infect, cum doar eu stiu, si ii trantesc usa biroului de o rasunat toata banca…
ok…zic, sa incerc si la ” prietenii” mei de la BCR. la care am zis ca nu mai intru cate zile mai am, si care era peste drum…  Intru in banca, ma loveste schimabarea evidenta. daca inainte era totul gri si ”comunist” oarecum, noul aer de modernitate era pe placul meu, caci intrasem in cateva banci si in orasele civilizate. Ma duc la functionara, si imi expun ”dorinta”. ea zambeste, si zice: ” nici o problema, trebe doar buletinul”. Hopa, zic.doar buletinul? da. intreb de comisoane si alte ineptii pe care banca ti le baga de obicei pe gat… imi explica femeia tot ce nu intelegeam, si in maxim o juma de ora mi-a facut toate actele.

si uite ca se poate, acu am cont in dolari si pot sa beau si eu linsitit o cafea la Starbucks in America fara sa imi ia banca nu stiu ce comisoane imposibile… si iata cum dusmanii mei mi-au oferit o unealta necesara in lumea asta moderna care sper totusi sa se gate pana la urma…

ok… alte peripetii…
din toate barurile romanesti pe unde am umblat, si sunt cateva, nici unul dintre angajati nu are idee ce e ala un ”diesel”. pt necunoscatori, este bere cu cola. de preferat o bere scumpa si buna. si toti, raman interzisi cand le cer o bere, o cola, si un pahar. ca evident imi trebe numa un pahar sa amestec ”mizeriile”
un singur bar are asa ceva. si ala e in : Sibiu. putin cam departe, dar cred ca merita. si ma gandesc ca asta e din cauza ca la Brasov populatia e in marea ei majoritate din moldova, pe cand la Sibiu sunt mai multi nemti decat moldoveni.

momentan sunt in ”turneu” Brasov-Sighisoara-Sovata-Sighisoara-Brasov.

e greseala mea ca nu am masina, dar e din motive evidente pe care nu o sa le expun aci.
Sovata este minunata, acuma toamna, mai cald (paradoxal) decat la Brasov sau Sighisoara, sau la Fagaras. si asta e singurul punct forte al ”turneului” pt ca e imposibil sa mergi unde vrei sa mergi repede si eficient din, evident, lipsa de infrastructura. nu o sa dezvolt, pt ca nu are sens. dar vreau sa le umplu frigiderul de carne celor care ”sustin” turismul in Meltenica, din moment ce nu s-a inventat nici teleportarea, nici zborul si nici mersul pe apa…

despre Sovata si ce se afla aici, intr-o interventie viitoare a reporterilor de pe teren. 🙂
deocamdata, va doresc vizionare placuta la mizeriile meltene de pe televizunile romanesti.

bine pa!

P.S. eu nu o sa urez nimic de ”mihail si gavril” o sa intreb doar daca la sfintii aia doi le pasa… fac si ei chef in rai? astept raspunsuri pe adresa redactiei.

 
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